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Saturday, October 15, 2005 { 3:10 PM }

oh well. today was a day full of ups and down. ha. yep yep... it's the official offcial last day of school. hmmmmmm.

keke. i wanna blog everything down. heh. shall start right from the start of school. hehe. yep. nothing must happened during flag-raising.. just that we sang the national anthem in school for the last time.. but not as if pple sing lar. heh. den we proceed to the hall for the farewell assembly. the j1 coucillors arh.. got nothing to say man.. so.. argh. ha. they showed us a slideshow.. supposedly looking back at the things we did right from the start.. not very fantastic. chey. den came ms lai's speech. hm. dunno lar. think she hates our batch.. cos we are very troublesome-- or so it seemed. oh well.. den came the messages from the teachers.. ehhh. not too bad lar.. just that we have to squint our eyes to see. hm. by right.. at that moment i should be feeling extremely sad that im leaving.. and how i cant bear to leave the school and my friends. but frankly.. i couldnt feel a tinge of sadness. instead i felt much liberated from the suffocating system. just wondering if the prob lies in me.. or issit the school.

den den.. was cg time. hm. was a little scared.. cos i know mr yeow's words always have this very powerful impact on me. so it was our last cg time ever.. unless i become a teacher... which is almost impossible. lolx. hm. and oh.. everybody was present.. including our dear mr gupreet.. but he came late lar.
mr yeow started by coming late. haha. but not impt.. he gave us our testimonials and cca cert.. and when i read the testimonial i realise there are some mistakes.. but heck lar. and he bought herseys for us.. ha. the herseys were really nice. lolx. he din say much lar at first.. den we started taking photos like crazy pple. haha. it was pretty fun really. but the thing is.. as i take more photos i realise how ugly i am lor.. tsk. and how BIG my face is. hmpff. lolx. den... miss lim came.. our dearest and sweetest chem teacher ever. she made gifts for us.... sooooo very sweet of us. it was a test tube with quotes of encouragement in it. ha. it was really nice. i lurrrrrve miss lim to bits. den after some photo taking and stuff... miss lim spilled her speech on us.. haha.. (minus away the part where peck kept interrupting... wahahaha.. so funny lor.. until mr yeow has to ask her to shuddup). keke. her speech really touched me. but i din feel like crying. hm. miss lim is really one of the nicest and most dedicated teacher ever.. really really thank her with my heart and soul. and i wanna thank God for bestowing us with such a wonderful teacher. heh. dennnnn... mr yeow took over. hm. he asked us to all stand in a circle and pray (to whoever we call God). and he started praying for us.. and as he prayed for us.. i was really really really super duper touched. i dunno why.. maybe because the words came from his mouth. hm. it was soooooo irritating that i couldnt control my tears. i really really thought i wouldnt cry.. tsk.. caused me to be laughed at by that lily. arghhh. hahaha. but this time i cry for only a very very short time. haha. really short you know. keke. i know im quite unappreciative towards him many times.. but the fact is.. i respect him.. like the way he respects us. i feel grateful that im in his cg class ever since pae. i dunno what to say.. he's just fantastic (minus the teaching part sometimes.. hehe). haix. den again we took photos and took photos.. and the two teachers left. and den we had to stay back longer to wait for ms seah cos she said she wanted to meet us. den when she came.. she gave us invitation card to her wedding. keke. congrats lor. ha. yar.. den took more photos. -__-"

ha. met amanda at the corridor today. she's soooooo adorable. lolx. crazy woman. and ohhh.. she blushed when she saw me... what's wrong with her?!?! and she told me her heart was beating very fast! wahahaha. *faints* den saw my dear rach and passed her whatever i need to pass to her.. and took photos with yan yu and lei lei and char and joanna. happy happy.

ha. yar den finally we got out of that com lab 2.. den hungry pple go for lunch, not hungry ones stayed in school to study for consultations for chem clinic for more photo taking for boys/girls ogling for whatsoever. ha. yar. after lunch managed to study my transport in mammals.. minus the memorising part. while at the study bench.. we were bio-ing and bio-ing. haha.. bio as in look not BIO. den managed to take the back view of blur blur.
wah. and then arh.. they told me shir really thought im tgt with twk..!!! wahahaha! but i liked what raj said! wahaha. "even if she swear to God that she's with him i wouldn't believe lor..!" wahahaha. how true. oops sorry wee keat.. your self esteem! hahaha. and shir thought twk din like ch because..... wahahahahaha. 8rolls on the floor laughing*. crazy!
keke. heh. den den.. we went to play cap netball! heex.. as planned the day before.

heh. the funny thing is that this morning i prepared all my stuff... towel.. comb.. shower.. facial.. blah blah.. and i missed out... my tee-shirt. lolx. den i hurry call shun help me bring. ha.
anyways. not many pple played though. got lily, shun, emi, me, twk(lao goooong.. shall talk more about the unsmart things that he did throughout the day.. lolx.), dq, raj, faeez and chin hoong. oh well.. really pei fu emi and faeez and raj.. who are fasting and aer able to play so wholeheartedly. kudos. hehe. the game was really shiok.. and my shots were surprisingly there. really surprising. ha. the game was perfect... except the part where i was injured by my wonderful lao goooooong.. or rather ex lao gong. ha. we were going for the same ball and he langga me. wah kaos. den injure my jaw. really pain eh. till now cannot open my mouth too big... so when i yawn very xin ku sia. haha. but he very guilty lar. but actually i dun really blame him cos play sports everytime also injured one... it's just jia chang bian fan. keke. ziting joined us later. heex. but by that time most of us alr quite tired. hur hur. and that dq arh.... soooo funny lor... intercept intercept... until jump out of the court and stepped onto his own specs.. which was supposedly hidden. lolx. want to laugh sia. ha. oh wells.. i must say. i lurvve playing 'balls' with my class. =)

after playing arh.. we were in the toilet.. the girls lar. since we were the only ones in there.. we started taking crazily obscene photos! hahahaha. i should post them.. let you see the real truth about zi ting and lily! they are.... terribly scary! hahaha.

pardon the long and naggy entry.
den we went tm.. faeez and emi (and raj) wanted to break fast there. so poof.. there we are. that raj arh. looks like he cannot make it alr lor. keke. think he got a really bad heazche.. hope he's ok. den we ate at kfc. had difficulty eating that zinger burger (which tasted different) cos of that jaw of mine. yar.. and den eugena joined us from home.. after getting some sleep. but she kept yawning and yawning and yawning. cant stand it. haha. yar den after dinner went walk walk around. keke. nothing much lar.

den on the way home.. with na and wee keat... so stupid lor. hahahahahahaha! he finaly confessed what he told da shuai shuai den we were utterly shocked. i see eugena's expression i want to laugh sia! lolx. another dumb thing that he did which cannot be mentioned here. hahaha. haiyo wei jie arh wei jie... ni zen me na me chong ming arh?!?! haha. he say im demolishing his self-esteem but all my comments about him.. lolx. but i would say.. im just training him for NS. haha. he so stubborn.. as obstinate as a mule (ms tng taught me this in pti sch.. lolx)..and so egoistic. so must trained him a bit.. build up his immunity towards criticism. keke. there are more unsmart things that he did today.. but due to my laziness i shant write them down. lolx. bleah.

aiyo.. k lar.. guess this will turn out to be an ultra long entry on that small tiny width on my blog. keke. but i find it kind of cool. lolx. i had a great day.. thanx to my dear 04S207. keep smiling people.. you pple rocked my life. =)
but i couldnt put down EVERY SINGLE thing that happened today. i wished i could. but i cant lar. haha. but i shall not be greedy. lolx. kk.. i gonna sleep soon.. really tired. *wink*