Friday, February 10, 2006
{ 2:49 PM }
memories came flowing back as i took 119 home today. i miss cava. i dunno why but i really miss her. i always think of her whenever i went for tuition. hm. and many times she just come to my mind.
there was this day when she called me and asked me to take her to blk 119 (just so happened that it's the same number as the bus i took today.. nothing significant lar.. just that the bus 119 went past blk 119a). her friend got a tuition assignment from the agent.. but her friend had decide to back out.. so asked cava to take her place. which means.. she will take her friend's name when she's at the tuition. haha. den she said the place was at blk 119 edgefield plains. at that time i din know where edgefield plains was.. and i assumed it's the one at seng kang. and so i went there with her... only to realise there's no blk 119. instead we found blk 119a, 119b and so on. LOL. den she called and settled whatever and the tuition was postponed. den i pei that gluttony to mac. haha. remembered that sans told me before she's the kind must squeeze the chilli sauce onto the tray till nice nice. so i purposely squeeze until luan luan for her. hahaha. miss her laughter too.
tuition assignment. edgefield plains. sighs.
i dunno, but sometimes i feel very guilty. the bowling outing that i promised you. the call that i din make. the prediction that i made. it still leaves me in shock everytime i think of it. it's not that we were very close.. but somehow you've trusted me enough to tell me about your problems. but at that time.. i thought you were just trying to make yourself sound ke lian.
dear friend, if you'd ever know.. im sorry and i miss you.
