Saturday, March 18, 2006
{ 3:30 PM }
i am very tired. gosh.
this time not so much of physically tired. im sleepy. but it feels wrong to sleep early on friday night.
work is stressful. there's so much to be done each day. it's not easy mending two levels of a BIG company. yes, it's important that i emphasise the
bigness of the company. sheesh. but still, i think the pple there are quite nice. that's what's important, isnt it? (besides the fact that i dun do anything wrong or forget to do anything). ah ha!
after i started looking for jobs and actually working.. i start to realise that with each step that we take.. it's a lesson learnt. nah.. im not trying to come out with some long-winded theories or whatsoever. but i really feel that im gg through lessons on life each time i make a decision. and no doubt.. the teacher of all these lesson is none other than the big mighty god.
much as i hate lessons.. im willing to endure all these and carry on with life, tolling with me as much enthusiasm as i have. but then again, what other choice do i have? -_-"
i need a bag to bag my faith. to keep me going, to keep me strong.
hyuk.
oh well oh well.
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i saw your nick just now and realise you've found someone new. felt a pang of jealousy at that.instant. but almost immediately.. i laughed at myself for all the stupid things im thinking. it's .been so long. just wanna say.. open your eyes big and not get duped anymore. all the best to .you.
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it wouldnt have beedn this bad if you had remained nothing but a fantasy.
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im very tired.
oh i nearly forget..
happy birthday to raj. my best mortal ever. (fyi, i have only one mortal for the past 18+ years.. lolx.)
p/s: there's a reason to why i chose THIS colour to highlight that.
haha.. oppsie! it was meant to be a joke. peace! =X
