Sunday, March 12, 2006
{ 6:27 PM }
went to nus openhouse today. nothing much. ha. still have not decide. whatever.
sometimes we ask too much out of life. sometimes? most of the time? or all the time?
there are three wishes that i have. three wishes that i have told nobody about. wish number one could never be granted anymore. because there is no way we can turn back time. that sense of longing had alr evolved to hatred.. and now.. despise for you. and so im left with two wishes. one is something that i've waited for years. 11 years in exact. or maybe 12. it's such a simple wish.. which i doubt a second person would be wishing for (cos there isnt a need for anyone else to do this).. but why hasnt it happen to me? why?
wish number three shall not be divulged in any manner. im hopeful. but there's this reluctance in me which make this terribly hard to be granted.
have prayed to god so many times to make it possible for me. but no, it hasnt happen. sometimes it just makes me wonder if god is ever up there mocking at the requests we make.
no, i dun mean to be rude. i know whatever god has in mind is for our own good. but sometimes, i cant help but wonder.
tuition tmr. i hope i'd wake up in time. blah.
