Saturday, July 22, 2006
{ 5:06 PM }
going to uni is such a chore. sighs. i feel so lost. it's like i dunno anything at all. i dun even know what course im taking. have never felt so lost ever in my 19 years of life.
i havent gone for my medical checkup. i hope it doesnt come on monday or before that. pleaseeeeeee.
i was just packing my brochures from nus the other day and i happen to come across the food science one. the course that i supposedly want to take. den there was this website link on the brochure so i decided to check it out. when i went to the website....... i realised that the application for that particular course is that same day! what the hell. no matter what also no time to rush in my application one. so i thought about it the whole day.. and decided to email them the next day (which is today) to ask if there is another way. i email at 10am. after which i went out until night time. den to my HORROR.... they replied my email at 2pm and told me to either fax or hand deliver my application to them by 5pm today. gosh.
I FEEL SO LOST!
i dun even know whether i want to take food science. i feel like taking applied chem too.. but i dunno what's the job prospects.. and it's not easy to get into applied chem. it's like it needs a good first year results. sighs.. and who can guarantee that?
another thing is i dunno whether i wanna go for the science orientation week.. it ends on 12th august, which i alr got sth on. and i have no one to go with *sobs* and i dunno what the whole orientation is about. tskkk.
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? IM SCARED! argh. such a loser.
anyways, my job at bedok cc ended alr. last day was on wed. cool. i feel liberated. =)
sighs. i dun wanna grow upppppppppp. *wails*