Tuesday, July 25, 2006
{ 4:36 PM }
i've been down on my luck since dunno when. it seems like everything i do is wrong wrong wrong. and it all bounce back to me. it all sucks! and i feel so fed up. i tried to accept all sorts of rubbish that comes in my way.. i tried to accept life the way it is.. i tried to tell myself im living comfortably and that everything will be fine soon. but hell no. everything is just so wrong.
im upset. terribly upset.
a moment ago i picked up my phone wanting to talk to someone. but there was no number for me to dial. i dunno who to call. i dunno who to talk to. i dunno who will understand all that im feeling. i have too big an ego to admit all my
small problems to anyone.
dear God, please give me some sign. what am i supposed to do?
