Sunday, October 08, 2006
{ 3:35 PM }
the haze is really bad. damn it. i caught a flu on thurs, which has now evolved into a bad cough, plus breathing difficulties. not kidding. so xin ku when i breathe. hope it's not the long-gone asthma that's coming back. argh.the air is unhealthy! so pple please stay home whenever possible!havent done much studying after my test on thurs. tsk. but there's another two tests next week. which one i have not finished and one not started. sighs. damn sian. really really really dun feel like studying.sth stupid happened on friday when i was on my way to school. haha. when i reached buona vista on friday morning and walking towards the bus stop, pple in front of me started running one by one. and usually when this happens, it's indicating that bus 95 is here. so i was one of those few still walking towards the bus stop lar. then the guy in front of me started running, so i followed. den we boarded the bus, and cos it's very crowded i was standing on the step while that guy was one step up. den he took out he wallet to tap his card. while he was doing this, he dropped a coin. so instinct told me to pick it up for him since it was on my step. but i think he din notice that he dropped it. so after i picked it up, i tapped him and return him the coin, same time telling him the coin is his. but i think he couldnt hear me very well, so he gave me that weird look like why am i giving him money. so i said again, "it's your money. you dropped it." den he still like blur blur. so i pointed to him and said "yours". den.... he turned around.... and dropped it into the coin box thing. he thought i asked him to help me pay my bus fare! so stupid lar! den i was so wu nai. but i dun wan explain anymore.. so i took out my wallet... den tap my card. by then i almost wanted to laugh out alr. den his expression was damn funny and he was like.. "oh.. that's my money huh." den i just haha yar. den cos the bus was very packed i had no where else to hide. everytime i turned and i saw him i really want to laugh out loud. but i just ren... if not i'd look damn stupid. hahahaha. even the uncle also find it damn funny he um chio. haha. oh man.HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!it's pass 12 alr.. but i still want wish my mum a HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY. i dunno how many times i've said it here, but i really love my mum a lot! cos she's the only one who truly cares about me... though she dun say it all the time, i can feel her love for me. i feel really really blessed to have my mum. =)i've seen what i should see. it's like a slap of reality on me. but you know im glad i've finally clear that thick fog in front of me.. and see what reality is like. i was foolished to have believed, after years of not believing. but im glad, cos im finally back on track.. back to what reality is. and im not sad, not anymore. last night i was.. but after i thought about it.. nothing's worth the tears. because i've known it all along.. just that i've strayed a bit. im not gonna allow it to happen anymore, this is a promise im gonna make to myself.im learning to be strong. learning to be independent.i feel very relieved.. very happy.