Sunday, October 15, 2006
{ 6:07 PM }
how i wish i can just sleep. and sleep and sleep. and everything else doesnt matter.
im really tired. physically and mentally.
i feel at war everyday. i dun even know who im against. i think it's myself. over what? i dunno.
went vivo city on fri with shun and na for movie. vivo city is damn big. they keep complaining that singapore has limited landspace and yet they have enough space to build such a huge damn thing. ha. din have the chance to finish exploring. kind of rushing for time when i was there.
caught world trade centre. before the movie yan ru told me it's really bad, so i kind of expect it to be really bad. but end up it's not as bad as i expected. but i find it a bit boring lar.
won engin on fri. which means we're in the finals.. against arts. ha. they are really strong. hur hur.
din do any work on fri. din do any work this whole afternoon. started doing my stuff only at 11... while watching tv. and im taking a break now. but i can feel the dragon beckoning me. haha. "fight the dragon". i kind of miss mr yeow.
dun feel like getting back to studying. so im just crapping and crapping. guess it's time for you who are reading to click that cross there. *points*
thinking of whether i should join liew's club. feel like playing netball. but im really really lazy to train. and im scared it may affect my studies.. especially when im still struggling to adapt. should i? the angel and devil in me are like fighting every day. so lame lar. like got too much energy. i pity my brain cells. im worrying too much! worry about this worry about that. i realize over the years, im increasingly worrying about stuff.. and losing my confidence. i dunno what happened. i think about what i was last time when i was in primary school, in secondary school, in jc and right now. i see a progressively lousier me. sighs. what's gonna become of me when i turn like 40, 50 or 60? but actually i dun wanna live that long.
k lar. i should get going. *waves*