Monday, July 02, 2007
{ 12:02 AM }
im feeling ultra down today. too many sad stories make me want to cry so much. so many things i realise.. so many things beyond our control. sighs. i din know so many things happened. i din know so many pple around me are facing problems. and it's heart-wrenching, really. i swear so many so many things happened these few months. and before i could digess one piece of news, another bad one comes along. and when all these things add up tgt.. it really makes me ponder about the value of life, and also the value of human relationships. and in one way or another, it makes me a more skeptical person than i alr am. like i said before ten over dozen times, i dun believe in friendship.. and i dun believe forever love would exist between lovers. and sometimes, even kinship can be tricky too. it's scary how pple change, how things change.. just within seconds of blinking your eyes.and with all the bad news slapping hard on my face, i've learnt to conceal whatever emotions im going through at the news-breaking moments. perhaps that's because i dunno how to respond to them. human are weird beings. and im so downright a human.today is such a bad day. i hope tmr would be better.. but how? it's not like everybody's problem would be solved overnight.. not like everything's gonna be fine after a night's sleep. i just hope all would be well asap. im sad, at the same time im confused. why? somebody tell me why.....