Saturday, February 02, 2008
{ 1:57 AM }
for a while during my year 1... i was really passive about getting to know more pple. now.. i think im slowly getting used to this process of meeting new pple again. and i realised.. there are really many nice souls around. and it warms my heart to know that pple are all so nice! but sihong being sihong.. i thought.. perhaps that's just cos we're in stage 1 of the whole cycle of making friends. *shrugs* but that's not the point now.it's after 1.5 years in uni.. that i finally found out the cause of being so...... extraordinarily quiet and reserved in year 1. them. cos that day.. when i was walking with them.. i felt very alone. felt insignificant.. or rather, invisible, though there were so many of them around. so im really glad i moved away from them. and more importantly, getting back my old self. =)anticipating this whole time. and now.. the disappointment is all too overwhelming. what's wrong?