Tuesday, September 08, 2009
{ 5:54 PM }
everyday 7pm i will sit in front of my tv and watch "guang yin de gu shi". it looks like a kuku show.. but it's quite nice. the overall story is light and funny, but at the same time.. very meaningful.last night, i dreamt of my ah gong. the ah gong who passed away when i was in.. p3? p4? or issit p5? hah. cant rem exactly. i used to stay at my "ah ma house", where my ah gong, aunt and my brother live in too, when i was in primary one and two.. cos it was just opposite my school. i rem i always cried when im asked to stay over cos i wanna go back to my house in serangoon. my ah gong is a very quiet man.. albeit stern too. he's also very tall and very skinny. there was once my cousins made fun of my ah gong and wrote a note saying he is "bamboo" and put inside the letter box. haha. last time when we played games, the forfeit always has to do with my ah gong.. like the loser must go and pull ah gong pants.. go and touch his precious er hu.. etc etc. when i was younger, he thought me how to use the abacus. he has this "kou jue" which he wrote down for me and ask me to recite to him.. all in teochew. haha. i still have the paper.. but i think i've never finished reciting the entire thing. truth be told, we hardly communicated with him. but thinking back, although he's stern, he has some sense of humour also. and sometimes quite cheeky too. but as kids, we'd just see him as the stern ah gong, who never really did scolded or beat us.and last night, i dreamt of him. he was just sitting there on the floor in a room. and i went into the room. cant rem some parts of the dream.. but i rem i started crying. and he was there to console me. no words.. just there to accompany me. for me to just lie on his laps and sob. maybe he did took away some problems of mine in the dream. cos i woke up without a headache today.went to watch movie this afternoon. watched 'turning point'.. the laughing gor show. but the feeling is different.. cos it's in chinese. the show is alright.. would be better if it'd been in cantonese.. even though i'll be busy reading the subtitles. hah. i love this kind of shows lar.. police and traid members.. kill here kill there. haha.why am i so free?