Sunday, November 01, 2009
{ 1:48 AM }
im gg to die.sorry that i keep whining. sorry that my posts are all about me in my beloved lab, together with my dear prof. but that's all that's happening in my life right now. nothing else. (cept for that day when i met sans for dinner.. details later)my dear wang wang finally asked me to test out the key reaction for my fyp. the one he said will sureeee work. it turned out to be otherwise. it din work :((( dun work means i die. nothing to report. progress report coming in about two month's time. and i have absolutely nothing to report to my panel. nothing at all. sighs. but frankly speaking, lao wang is actually quite nice to me. that day i was feeling quite sian.. cos every reaction that i open is failing. den that day i was fiddling with my pot of crap.. and all of a sudden he was just behind me. totally din notice. and he went "sihong, what are you doing??" in a joking tone. i almost jumped out of my seat.. cos i havent done anything the whole day. cos im super lost, dunno what to do with all my stuff cos all dun turn out to be the way i want them to be. den i think he see me sian sian he started to discuss my project with me. say that we'll try sth new.. give him time to think. den he continued talking and suddenly he came up with a new idea.. which he says he believe will work.. again. den he drew a lot of things on my fumehood sash. in the end, he said.. might not have time to finish.. but it's a good story right. =.= i dunno to laugh or cry. tsk tsk. he ended off with.. "dun worry, you will pass" PASS? ...................................minus reading week and exam week, i only have... one and half month before my progress report. i'll probably do what doc bettens said at the beginning of the sem.. actually he said dun let our presentation go.. "i have no results. questions?" and end the whole thing in 5 mins. haha.if everything works, it's not science. but if everything dun work, it's not science either. grrrrrrrr.if everything go smoothly, i really dun mind staying in the lab day and night loh.im planning to start 6 reactions at one shot on monday. i think im crazy. but bo bian. things gotta work!k, enough of fyp. on thursday, i met sans after school.. it's the first meeting after she started work and i started lab. and cos we're so near each other, that girl wanted to "coincide" on the bus cos she said we havent taken bus tgt for a long time. and so we did a very-secondary-school thing.. i board the bus le den sms her the vehicle plate number. lol. and on the bus, act like it's all coincidence. how duh. haha. and i just realised, we're just two stops away from each other! eh bitch, take your shuttle bus to nus someday! lunch with me! dinner also can! haha.